05 5 / 2013
I felt guilty I kind of hate the girls I do my internship with because they reminded me of how odd I am to “normal people” but then I realized but then I remembered that we are different and that like John Green says “Nerd life is so much better than regular life”. I stop expecting people to get me because now I know they wont . So I decided to surround myself with people who are most likely to get me (once again). And yes, some of them live really far away but some of them not. Like I know you are awesome but we dont hang out (I like to think its because we are both too busy doing our thing) and like you there are many others who I dont have the time or means (like a car) to be able to hang out with, but they exist.
Im weird and most people dont get me … but some people do and that makes me happy.
Although it is almost torture going out to the real world each day and be surrounded by 5 girls who only talk about vain and not important things at night I go back to the internet and can talk about the wonders of the universe with Doctor Who fans and how I rather Loki than Thor.
So don’t feel like you are a bad person. There is different people in the world and not everyone can get you or you them (you can still feel a little bit annoyed that’s normal)
24 2 / 2013
Reminded me too much of myself while I used to use people.
But at the same time, he is exactly what my friend needs
Maybe Im just being maternal or maybe Im just jealous because I am no longer the main focus on his life… or maybe the guy just really reminds me to what we now called Old Nory or UPR Nory.
She was not the best human being